its getting dire

its getting dark at like 5pm/4:40 and its making me ungodly depressed ill be honest

i dont even have anytthing to say

ididnt sleep last night WOOO YEAH WOOOOOOOOO

Ok my sleep schedule is ruining my life

im so sleepy all da time

i thnk im FINALLY getting better AUGH!

somehow ive just been sleeping all the time

i feel like im sleep-walking while awake... i never really left that island last night

STILL sick

still sick

my lungs hurt so bad from coughing and i can barely move #halloween

i got sick YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

i literally am soooo demotivated

what if i died

i am more Mentally ill than i previously assumed

every time i open blender to start using it i start sobbing uncontrollably

like a scared child recently

i love computers clicking whirring things full of electricity... prone to mistakes that i cant parse just like myself and a metal heart

i am aimless and just kind of stumbling around ? fuck it we ball