mourning a sonhood I'll never experience is fine, actually // I hope she'll be alright

when will she find out

try not to seek attention challenge (impossible)

did the laundry mostly by myself today and prepared lunch, might switch to sprout emoji for daily use

tried CSP out today and had a lot of fun! there's no way I'm paying though

admitted to certain people that my mental health is bad. still tbd whether this will be a w or an l

and of course the kysrn side is winning in my brain

this is so fucking stupid "well logically he doesn't mean to sound upset you're just reading into it" vs "kill yourself right now"

guys will do one thing and start considering suicide again like can you actually fuck off

just because theyre different, do they deserve to die in the name of "American Freedom?" do they deserve to die because they have oil? (no.)

parents watching more imperialism propaganda. of course veterans deserve care, but at some point you have to wonder, what about the Other?

missing her already//thinking of making a new status.cafe account

to-do tmrw: check email for AO3 confirmation letter

been basking in gender euphoria the whole day :)

tried taping today. I'm not completely flat and that's not the point, but I feel so good! I just want a haircut next...

anyways listen to Lyrinae's God-ish cover NOW!!!!!!!

made a friend in The Dictatorship today. while 1984 isn't open source yet, I could make a story based on my experience...

just said "time for blorbo bleebus (😈)." with this and getting a gift from my gf yesterday I've truly hit my peak

sometimes "I'm not hungry" is code for "I don't deserve food right now"

making a personal website is hard when you're not a person // diary update coming soon