id feel bad if i didnt eat but i dont know if i can right now

what if iwas the root of all evil and if i was dead everything was wonderful again

nobody else has to be like this because they already succeeded so ill follow in their footsteps

cant i just do this cant i just be real

i need a haircut too...

four hours since i got home and im still not done with my homework

sorry sorry sorry sorry (does the one from the last post count? i hope it does)

sorry if youre reading this, please stop caring for me as a person i dont deserve it

someone should give me access to a knife

not even a real boy lol

beating myself over the head with what ive done wont help but not eating dinner or showering will

all i ever do is use people. manipulative bitch

ok enough fucking about. i need to do my homework

religious scrupulosity sounds a little too close to what i was like as a kid for comfort

maybe the real guilt was the catholic subtype i somehow got along the way

"Common compulsions in scrupulosity OCD: Excessive prayer or asking for forgiveness" okay whatever

and im STILL not doing my FUCKING homework

researching moral scrupulosity. i dont like this

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

the only thing i can be with, without hurting are stuffed animals, and even then i cant help myself