I RAN OUT OF TIME TO PLAY BALATRO

huh. art spiegelman's relationship with his brother mirrors my own. interesting.

my balatro addiction grows

played balatro for the first time, it's actually really fun!

he was not, in fact, normal sol

ok im normal now normal sol

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

might be looking up for once

im just so tired of being like this. im barely a person at all (will wood reference) but i perform well enough that everyone asks more of me

my mom try not to tell me to get into an activity instead of working on my mental health challenge

gnomework

our transgender warriors are introducing new and innovative ways to self-harm

im completely alone in the house this is so good and great for me to be unsupervised

i should flip a coin to decide to relapse normalstyle or get worse because it would be really funny

if i have another meltdown i might selfdestruct, and if i dont have another meltdown ill selfdestruct anyways. why so losious

literally cannot WAIT for the day i stop hesitating and make sure nobody denies i've been ill for a very long time ever again

nevermind my father inadvertently implied that im anything like him im going to think about scratching him now

ok ignore prev status i did some more of my homework and read a little fight club so im fine

if we think about this logically, if i died, then i would never have to be upset ever again. has anyone realized this genius trick?

man this book is so gay