doing work in the library with my mango monster, wishing I was coding but I wasted the afternoon reading fanfiction,,, gonna quit it again

Feeling the sun's rays in the morning is healing. The anxiety I feeling seeing my lecturer has emailed me back, is not. Spring my beloved ❀

when coding makes me feel good?! it's crazy that something I enjoy is fun, even if not in the same way as watching yt (╥v╥⁠)

fighting wanting to be online all the time is so hard! I go from not overindulging to being obsessed and it's so hard to get out of the hole

On the academic grind, working on the presentation for my dissertation proposal! Feels good to have some confidence in my uni work :P

wanting to go to bed,, but thinking about lolita fashion. heelllppp. must not buy any more egl >:[ I just wanna be pretty!

I've bought my first brand pieces of EGL. So happy to be adding BTSSB to my wardrobe! Now to go on a no-buy...

Going to see Conclave on the big screen tonight with a friend! I saw it at home on Friday, love those little cardinals and their little hats

planning Wednesday's D&D session, listening to the Mighty Vibes, thinking about EGL. Life is treating me well tonight <3

very unmotivated today, after lunch can be a fresh start though! when I can be bothered to get out of bed...

I've been wanting to go bouldering since Wed and have tried and failed everyday since,, maybe today I'll succeed!

I haven't touched my code in DAYS, I need to get on with the credits page! So,, much.. uni work :/

In my seminar browsing Lace Market,, EGL fashion has such a violent hold on me rn

Playing D&D with the besties will always be the highlight of my week <3

when talking to your lecture is helpful?! y'all, I'm gaining too much confidence and deluding myself into thinking I can get a first...

err want to sleep but no sleep? also bought my first brand EGL piece! so excited to have a classic dress in my wardrobe

Despite yesterday's mid day exhaustion my body didn't let me sleep until past midnight?! only got 6.5hrs :/ awake today tho ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

If I lie down I will fall asleep, it's 16:30. I must stay awake until at least 7pm...

So exhausted today, struggling through my 4hrs of lectures. Looking forward to making good food later (gravy!)

It's 16:57 and I'm tired, can't believe my body only wants to be awake when it's light