i have like over twenty thousand cat pictures on my phone. pawtism moment when i can summon a suitable kitten react immediately always

baby sibling privileges include being annoying, spamming cat pics, and being a snuggle bug with plany inside joaks

thinking about how i’ve obliterated my big brothers autocorrect because of how many silly meowmeow words i use and it rubs off on him lol

i think i have to get back into mini adventure quest (daily logged tasks) setting for myself again. tbh. a little larping fun

on the bright side i think stomach flu is abating. on the bad side i am ravenously hungry, as per uge post sickness

wrapped up a gruelling app process and what do i do ? play pokemon, get hit with insomnia, throw up

i'm so bad at self motivating. maybe if i try to bribe myself with 'BUT WE CAN SHOW OUR PROGRESS OFF TO OUR BROTHER' would help. lol

i do think that my choosing a name that could've been mine for alternate timeline boy-me is really funny and silly of me. tbh

the important thing is that now! you know. and you can move forward with clear eyes. and maybe seething hatred in your heart. but love too!!

nestled snug and warm in bed while the temperatures outside plummet. now if only i could get more than 5 hours of sleep a night

multiple layers of pink clothing like ah yes. a happiness charmtoken

need to do the laundry this weekend. bro its going to be so soft and so warm blankets

(thinking how kind it was for someone to want for me to get better for my sake, but that they'd love me regardless) waow. bewuved babycat

*pointing at oxenfree michael and alex* yeah so basically me and my brother are like this. Yes It's Very Normal And Not Bloodsoaked

goddamn no wonder i have so much fun writing messy divorced couples and cheating scenarios. LMAO

something about how desire necessitates an absence. you want what you cannot have, what you do not have to hold as your own

(thinking about how threats of violence from men moved to shaking with rage over how ive been treated is still the safest feeling)

i'm like my big brother loves me so i will not be evil and will try to be good. and also will only bite (holds a finger up) a LITTLE bit

yes he is like 80% of my self control. yes i have gotten demonstrably Worse since hes been hit with a sledgehammer by life. oops

i'm like everyone is soooo lucky i choose to not go full house md brain rats mode. and that my older brother loves me