turns out i’m kind of hating how my hair looks straightened now. the loose waves it dries into now that it’s short are very cute imo

choice paralysis has been kicking my ass lately and it’s over dumb hobby stuff. truly not escaping the AuDHD allegations

girl help. my hair is RAPIDLY accumulating a diffuse assortment of white hairs… just give me a goddamn streak and not this hair tinsel bs

i’m like so anxiously attached to my big brother it’s stupid. that man is like 90% of my self control and soothing capacity. terrible timing

basically just my big brother (who has been intermittent due to severe illness and injury) gives a damn from my friend circle which is wild

damn. i think it took a surface level, if warm conversation with strangers to realize how profoundly lonely i feel in my own life as of late

lots of words to describe how i feel about how easy it’s been to just… excise people from my life and slip away without their notice or care

uploaded some pics from stardew... too lazy to caption them... meaningful file names ftw

showpony is like my new emotional support song lol

repainted my nails a super dark, moody, blue red metallic. vampiric glam!!

very pleasant making smalltalk on the forums. yippee!! i love yapping about the city and animals

just plucked two white hairs from my temple. lord above

kewpie mayo is such a nostalgic taste for me. it got me through my eating disordered days of only eating flour + egg + mayo

papa had pink cream soda in the mini fridge :-) a cold yummy treat for meeeeee

new year combat event like yippee! blasting tf out of the meownsters. also gonna have lunch and then play the caleb content…

bro why the hell does caleb text like me cjfnfkfjjffkf

one of my guilty pleasures is having insight into how my loved ones behave when i’m not around. LOVE being snoopy. like oh! that’s you

cleaned up some odds and ends on my website and uploaded some character writing from the ttrpg campaign. yayyy

there's a real and distinct grief i feel after finishing a novel. makes it hard to read consistently, i tend to devour in bursts of sorrow

tummy full, fleecy pjs on, warm milk tea in hand, brother im cozy