lower back and hips and legs hurt. trying to stretch them gently so i don’t collapse into a heap of limbs when i walk is torturous

YAY heard from my big bro. wish it were slightly less comedically series of unfortunate events wise but he’s doing better now

need to sleep. or be put to sleep. either works for me

chronic back pain so fucking bad it makes me seriously contemplate cracking into opioids again. miserable stupid idiot life

cold enough to slip on a second hoodie and socks

every thursday i login to fallen london and frantically hex a man holding a moonpearl compass for fame. as is business in the neath

genuinely wild how vastly different your experiences can be on the internet. whole world wide web out there indeed...

spent some time digging into other obscure forums. interesting stuff out there but... i like melonland and 32bitcafe i think as homebases

too low spoons to deal with styling images. just enough to crunchify jpgs of my anime boys

*dragging my silly png of my favourite angel around my page* haha. yippee!!

cracks me up i recognize that toyota tundra trucks forum from them showing up in search results for paranormal forum posts

so much snow on the ground. great stuff

its crazy running into someone you know in passing in an entirely different context. a double take as you stroll on by

thinking about piecing apart some of the more linear stuff just to have examples of existent work on my page...

still thinking about what to do with my old body of gamedev work. frankly it makes me want to blow my brains out

just realized with shipping delays that vintage bracelet i bought is gonna be like a valentines gift to myself. lmao

(cute hello kitty cd and then its the worlds most depressing music) yay! me!

'whats the point in me adding album coverart' CAUSE i want to and like them. think its fun to decorate my little corner of the internet. duh

cleaned off my nails and slowly repainting them. nice refresh for the new year

blogging on my webbed site scratching the itch to yap. yippee