oh great caleb’s a colonel. another for the list (warren kepler i love you. favourite meowmeow)

fucking HELP lmao he already looks so much like zayne but his stupid little sunglasses don’t help. zaynes black button up and shades lmao

playing the caleb content now i’m in bed since it’s easier on my wrists and im comfy cozy and my god. yandere meow fr. he killed a guy

i’m like U know what. so soft blankeys and big sweaters and thinking about how i need to be kinder to myself. comfy cozy bastard cat

literally injured my wrist from too much stardew valley. girl help i only play that game when im stressed and need a safe escape

it is a funny sims cheat code. (thinks about how my big bro calls me a cute portmanteau nickname that’s just between us) ok! normal now

basically fuck everything but you know what? my big bro’s birthday later this month is going to be SUCH a good day. im going to make sure

i think it’s not even that i’m “ghosting” or “testing” people. i’m sick and tired of being the one to put in single sided effort for years

never mind laid down in my blankets and thought for a bit about nice things my big bro’s said about me and my mood? normal now lmao

turns out i’m kind of hating how my hair looks straightened now. the loose waves it dries into now that it’s short are very cute imo

choice paralysis has been kicking my ass lately and it’s over dumb hobby stuff. truly not escaping the AuDHD allegations

girl help. my hair is RAPIDLY accumulating a diffuse assortment of white hairs… just give me a goddamn streak and not this hair tinsel bs

i’m like so anxiously attached to my big brother it’s stupid. that man is like 90% of my self control and soothing capacity. terrible timing

basically just my big brother (who has been intermittent due to severe illness and injury) gives a damn from my friend circle which is wild

damn. i think it took a surface level, if warm conversation with strangers to realize how profoundly lonely i feel in my own life as of late

lots of words to describe how i feel about how easy it’s been to just… excise people from my life and slip away without their notice or care

uploaded some pics from stardew... too lazy to caption them... meaningful file names ftw

showpony is like my new emotional support song lol

repainted my nails a super dark, moody, blue red metallic. vampiric glam!!

very pleasant making smalltalk on the forums. yippee!! i love yapping about the city and animals