might just cut out a teeny tiny little fancy script written 'D' for his initial or something like that. normal behaviour

had fun showing off about a new vintage little bow + floral locket brooch i purchased. its sooo cute. dunno what pictures going in it

one of my favourite activities is to bring the people i love items like a small cat trotting up to you to drop off a dead leaf

anyways, i can't kill myself, because i have journals i've left unfinished and new trinkets to collect. or something like that

being disabled really starkly puts into perspective how ruthlessly and relentlessly ableist people can be. always stomach turning

got hit in the head with a brick about a bizarre parenting realization while chatting to my brother earlier

knife slipped and most horrifically cut myself. thankfully thick gel polish and stopping the knife just carved away at the fingernail

YES i am going to lay down on the stairs of my house. i cant transfer myself into the dining room chairs idgaf. snacktime

cripplepunk is me not being able to goddamn walk and making it everyone else's problem as i limp and crawl around actually

the pain won't let me go to sleep AND it wakes me up. unfair

laying up crippled in an all pink bedroom is at least some measure of compensation. the decor's cute. many plushies

like brother I CANT WALK RIGHT NOW. MY LEGS ARE INTERNALLY BLEEDING. and yet a part of my brain is concerned about how my body looks? stfu

an eating disordered history is so fucked because even when youre recovered for years on, the stupid urge to drop weight rears its head

new blorbo attained: fucked up little guy lungs and leg JUST like me. i like him so much. hes so cute and silly

cannot express enough how happy it makes me to see happy jayvik art/writing. disabled rep is so joy inspiring. hes just like me FR!

viktor coughing up blood. hes JUST like me fr

caved. tiny little dangling ribbon brooch with a floral locket... too perfect

my facial scar's changed how i smile, because it resists it. still broodingly coming to terms with that fact

pink blankets and pink bedsheets and pink pillowcases and pink pyjamas. truly thriving when im surrounded by my favourite color <3

paging through the books on my shelf like hm... which one to read... so many options and possibilities... maybe wildwood?