by wednesday i’ll be free of this awful obligation. in the interim self harm endorphins are one hell of a motivating factor

having long nails that're painted all pretty is really lovely until the intrusive thoughts of tearing them off hits you repeatedly. bro

taking care of my physical needs like tending to a sims with all their bars in the red. almost dropped my phone into my oatmeal😭

making my silly bo billy pbp ttrpg campaign shrine like oh :3 now i get it. the JOY in making personal webbed site

of COURSE neocities keeps crashing out on me when i want to add a fun little trivia page about silly facts i know. rage

decorated the hell out of mihr's touybox page. need to seriously consider making a dedicated shrines subpage though i think...

fucked up hunger cues got me devouring food like a little cat who broke into the kibble trough. ravenous!! delicious!

shredding pages out of an old notebook and devoting myself to the private intensities of poets like the deranged sanrio gf i am

apparently we're getting up to 30cm (a full ruler basically) of snow by tomorrow evening. it is WINDY out there. whiteout conditions

too hot milk tea burning my mouth ouch ouch ouch

slept in the new haircut after a wash and anya hair is back in the building with us

writing jimcurly with my ex boyfriend might qualify me as the funniest person possible actually

apparently a massive snow squall is brooding

painted for like a hour for the first time in a very long time and felt genuine pleasure while doing so. wow. dopamines

leaning into the opposite-reaction has been very powerful. hilarious testimony to how dogshit my instincts are generally then

*crafting a DILF and his adorable kid for my new campaign* someone get this man precisely 1 brown contact lens

people will genuinely do the most horrific shit and hit you with the but i didn't have bad intentions! as if that means literally anything

i’ve been getting periodic silver hairs since i was sixteen but apparently i’ve noticeably grayed during a trim

sigh. setting up a new ttrpg campaign table when i have the energy to soon will be hard but hopefully it'll be nourishing fun :-)

headache from caffeine withdrawal kicking my ass rn. begging the kettle to boil faster for my milk tea plsplspls