faintly strange how people can just... become dead to you

NEW SAINT MOTEL MUSIC VIDEO. life is good

"most insufferable person you know goes to graduate school" hearthands

dear christ i'm really living the dark academic aesthetic out aren't i.

melonland forum back online. yippee!!

(violently shaking and trembling) damb maybe i should eat a snack (eats a snack) Wow. Truly Meowgical

forgot how severely coffee dampens my hunger cues. very good move of past me to have choco pretzels on my desk

me forgetting that coffee makes me the sleepiest guy ever <--- falling asleep in my office chair rn after a cup

the caffeine crash from coffee has caught me off guard so BAD. me when im an eepie little guy

moral scrupulosity is the stupidest name ever for it. sounds like a cute whimsical term. meanwhile im battling suicidal ideation heavyy

guiding light: can i look at what i've done and not want to kill myself. yeagh the moral ocd going hard asf rn

weirdly comforting to live by the ideal that i have to be able to live with who i am in the mirror at the end of the day

writing nonbinary transmasc meowmeows who have the same relationship to their gender as me is soo cathartic actually

filed my nails into sharp little metallic wine red claws. hello spring

me popping an iron pill before laying down to sleep like some ridiculous scifi movie protagonist

first time having iced coffee in a hot minute. beautiful princess potion

having fun playing touys with my friends

its crazy how detrimental people can be to your quality of life and uh, sanity. its nice to be doing better now, though

genuinely kind of insane that this is the first time in like. a year and a half i've been feeling healthy(ish) and normal. iron pills ftw

my period's stopped bashing my head in with a brick so that's crazy