'i NEED to write my novel' i say to myself, as my life is quite akin to driving a high speed race car. i do not have a license

loadbearing wizardkitty fluffy little beast png. thank you melonlanders

if im ever working on my site just imagine me cat paw slapping the shit out of it to bat it around in hopes of it working out right

doubling up the sanrio clothes (hello kitty long sleeve and my melody hoodie) for the joy of it all

it would make more sense to split off my blackout poetry into its own shrine but it gives me a reason to return to my diary page + update it

40 minutes of handfiling. i'm a brand new person

filed my nails down for the first time in months and a) they feel SO light and b) typing feels entirely different

its about -20C out here and bro my hands are freezing up while i try to write. so annoying lol. i did put on nice socks though

bro i slept for like ten hours for the first time in months

added in the rest of the months ^u^ flubbed the dates twice but thats OK! and made the highlight round and cute like pill candies lol

hilariously i only realized i messed up the dates like hours later. dyscalculia fr... but thats okay! easy fix :D

bro i'm so proud of me. i made a freaking mood tracker calendar page. pawesome considering a) not a coder and b) dyscalculia

me picking pretty colors for the 'mixed' and 'bad' days on my mood tracker for the year is hilariously insightful prep. at least theyre cute

mashed tatos and big pink my melody sweater save meeeeeee

got my evil little tasks done today. cried at the microwave cause the child lock defeated me temporarily

do you ever run into someone who has the same relatively rare name as your friend and do a WILD double take. many such coincidences

by wednesday i’ll be free of this awful obligation. in the interim self harm endorphins are one hell of a motivating factor

having long nails that're painted all pretty is really lovely until the intrusive thoughts of tearing them off hits you repeatedly. bro

taking care of my physical needs like tending to a sims with all their bars in the red. almost dropped my phone into my oatmeal😭

making my silly bo billy pbp ttrpg campaign shrine like oh :3 now i get it. the JOY in making personal webbed site