going to budget about twenty minutes for a pit stop and walking to therapy appointments after timing today’s toddle over

im like noooo i cant kill myself. roleplay plots i have yet to respond to

anyways i am groggy from just enough sleep to not have an emotional breakdown post needling but fuck. i need therapy this afternoon fr

genuinely fucking evil behaviour to wake someone else up at 7am for no reason

in a weirdly in between community-less kind of aura lately. mostly been talking to p and yapping into the void of neofeels. + roguewriters

being less terminally online for the first time in my life and its fucking. Weird, guys

unfortunately becoming a spreadsheet fan. added a sunday reset to my mastersheet

ate half of a pomelo yippeeeee

the occasional mental loafing around is good for you. i think that

babycats got hella clif bars for my nightclass wahoo

customized my browser and girlies shes pink now! yippee

Holy SHIT does caffeine make my anxiety worse

kept boundary of no work past 10pm. have my nails painted. drank water and coffees. so much coffees

jesus christ my first day was brutal in terms of workload. how the fuck are people parenting in grad school good lord

excited little kitty about meeting up with my pal

listening to music, drinking water, showering, washing something by hand, sitting in the dark. all restore hp

just had my first taste of an italian soda. now i know why they have those fuckers with icecream

its diabolical how much better your brain and body works when you aren't fucking. ravenous

first day went well! got my new grad id, yahoo. oldschool rfid cards baby

lineup was a hour long but day 0 of being back on campus went very well