3/? so why should i complain here or vent. its whatever. im done doing it. im going to shut up, work, bucket list, die. thats it.

2/? because im starting to build a tiny community & people prefer professionalism instead of personal crap. we all have our own problems

1/? well thats probably my last super personal update. im no longer using this for my nekoweb personal updates.

she deserves to be happy & live. i deserve to be at peace & die alone.

& give the baby lots of gifts. I support them both. I have nothing but love for them. I'm glad she found a reason to live.

its been a while. L & I can't do the plan because she got pregnant. It is against my morals to allow it. I'm now going to support her baby

when i solo i get the worst teams, throwers AND leavers back to back but the enemies get good teams. why not me?

frustrating

So either 1. pick a new date 2. become nihilistic & stop caring about a stupid bucket list (i cant for some reason? i can try again?)

I dont know if i can make enough money in 3 years to complete my bucket list in time to die on that PERFECT date. AAGHHHHHHHHHHHH

I probably wont die on */*/28 anymore & it devastates me. Thats literally perfect & its even a TUEsday. A FREAKING TUESDAY!

my 666th loved lfm song is recently distressed

GOT THE NEKOWEB INDEX PAGE MADEEEEE >_<

I AM SORRY (TO INFORM YOU!) THAT IT ALL CAME CRASHING DOWN!

i havent done anything with my life in so long im gonna have sm fun & im probably gonna eat good food there

but yea omggg sejhhgfuhew & she wrote me today i am so excited efbeuwhbfuewhgiewgihewghegwehguw4ughuewhbgiwh our plans are finally happening

now we're gonna do ... something way better! way more private. best for the both of us. i love her sm

in 2022 I asked L if she wanted to - & she declined lol but it was for the best & obvi im not gonna do that :/ we'll do the next best thing

aaaa me & L are gonna do something big next year >_< omggggg

i dont really like legos i'll give it one more chance though maybe it was a bad day