so im stuck here being a fucking wage slave working working working working suffering for years because... i wanna travel before i die? dumb

since im not i put so much meaning into visiting russia & japan before i die even though IT DOESNT MATTER.

really annoyed with myself that im not nihilistic i wish i was because if i was id kill myself already

it feels weird knowing youre gonna die in a few years

Love is more valuable than anything I know

OKAY "official" twitch update, i cant return until i buy a new PC. thats it! I'll probably have my new model by then too.

MY FAVORITE SOUNDCLOUD ARTIST FOLLOWED ME WHAT THE FLUFFF

i wont be able to return to twitch for a long time, longer than i originally thought

made a blog for my website today

blowin me up like a pipe bomb blowin me up likeapipebomb oooooo

i was sprinkling from the ceiling you were burning burnin me down blowin me up like a pipe bomb and i dont know why and dont know when to go

you went right through my fucking heart like a bullet from the start yea u went right thru my halls sprayed bullets on my walls..

i guess if i cant return to twitch i'll leave my last update here. im small so it wont effect anyone but i think a final update is good

im scared i just wont ever return to twitch even though i think i really want to. idk, im confused & sad

now it fucking staaaaaaaaaaarrts

only hot girls listen to heelflip

AAA i love heelflip

https://soundcloud.com/nyafangs/sets/heelflip made a new soundcloud playlist. best of heelflip! had to be on sc bc not everything is on sp.

https://soundcloud.com/nyafangs/sets/love the song pipe bomb is sooooo good wedufhfh39k

i shouldnt apologize for having a crisis but at the same time i do feel bad its effected my twitch schedule