i've got something you can never eat

I ate & now have to think about twitch badge ideas. Then im gonna start building my first lego ever (hammond!)

if i could start again, a million miles away, i would keep myself, i would find a way

whenever im bored of music i play V's playlist & everything is ok again hehe

i cant use this place as my little void to scream into once i put the atom feed on discord lol

erm i have to figure out how to add statuses here to discord im trying something

the fact i wanted my first song cover to be forever by code orange is insane.

I CANT SCREAM / SCREAMO YET LOL (id probably ruin my voice permanently)

are my fav but i think change is so popular to cover bc 1. its mainstream so recognizable 2. you dont need to scream for it.

thinking about doing a cover of change by deftones as well. its not my favorite deftones song at all though like dai the flu / many others

this is my destiny.. my fate! i'm never disobeying the universe herself again

the universe will take its fist & forcefully hold me down everytime something comes along that makes me think things can be any different

because of this, im making tapes to let it all out, and itll be a big part of myself, what i can leave this earth behind with

beyond this suffering as well. its complex... too complex to write here with character limits.

survive. this isnt what life is for, and therefore i need to die to end this suffering. i need to die for many other reasons too thats

when i have nothing to "tickle" my brain, im stuck here repeating the same routine, no family/friends at all, just working minimum wage to

it "tickles" your brain, if you get what im saying! thats the whole point of this life, to spend time with who you love

they have friends/family... the fact they celebrate holidays, hangout, make plans, spend time with eachother makes everyday worth living

like T made me so happy i was willing to live forever for them, which DOES make sense! people dont go insane with the same routine when

i feel so... reborn. im so much more closer to my death now. the last 7-8 months i was off my fated path for some reason