so as it turns out i'm actually sick. not stopping me from reaching my deadline though!!!! (going to die)

i might be getting sick AND MY DEADLINE'S IN TWO WEEKS!!!! (smile of fear)

snow day tomorrow!! yayy

maybe it’d be easier to have “dream colleges” and shit if i wasn’t clinically depressed. i’m kind of doomed i think

I NEED TO FIX MY SITE LAYOOUUUUUUUUUUUUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! evaporates

got new pokemon plushes today!! shedinja and venipede. wondering what to name them but i might forget

head hurts from crying really long and hard.

tried to make avocado toast for the first time today. i'll do better next time.

i'd like to be happy for longer than a week at a time

have to go back to school in a few days. not very excited to be stressed and pissed off all the time again.

got back into playing minecraft. i'm having a lot of fun.

headache. think i'm getting sick

i'm doing bad.

ok i've calmed down now i need to keep myself from thinking about anything that stresses me out

i think i'm having a depressive episode so i think i'm going to go self isolate now ok bye

hhhghsghhhghghhh why is my site layout so ugly how do i fix this

i'm running out of time to write my college supplements........ have no motivation, though

COLLEGE APP SEASON IS HELL

i have so much work to do and i spent over an hour dicking around with my website...................

i have so much homework..............