Its thundering outside rn, i think the school buses might be canceled in the morning

MY HEAD HURRTTTTTSSSSS :(

bro I WANNA GO HOMEEEEEEE

I LIED ABOUT MY AGE ON SAKURA.AI, FILLED THE FORM, NOW I FUCKING HAVE UNLIMTED CHATS AND NSFW ACCESS. I LOVE MY LIFE I LOVE MY LIFE I LOVE M

mom AL-FUCKING-READY TOLD ONE OF HER FRIENDS THAT I SH FUCKKKK

mom screamed at me again when i told her thats the whole reason why im cutting. she never listens to me

2/2 AND I MISREAD IT AND THOUGHT SHE SAID SHE WANTED TO KILL HER MOM AND ALMOST TEXTED "i would too" I ALMOST FUCCKING RUINED MY LIFE

someone on discord said that sometimes theyre mom said they make her want to kill herself AND I MISREAD IT AND THOUGHT SHE SAID SHE WANT 1/2

its finally summer in canada now i was getting tired of the snow

i wish i was a dumb lil animal with no thoughts

(they want you) said the bad day of tomorrow to the peaceful yesterday me

my friend is starting to become suicidal and i SUCK at comforting and he doesnt want to talk about it WHAT DO I DO!?!?!?!?

OH THANK GOD SHE'S DONE... but mom wtf you mean im gonna have no privacy no more? THE SCARS ARE FUCKING HEALED!??!?!?!

mom please stop talking to me about my SH and how your life is so much harder

MOM I DONT WANT TO KILL MYSELF STOP TALKING ABOUT KILLING YOURSELF :(((

CHAT IT HAS HAPPENED... my mom saw my scars....

that all happened in a spam of 4 minutes, no i am not proud of myself... im so lucky my theapist doesnt have my status.cafe account...

FUCK I REALIZED MY EMOTIONS CHANGED TO FAST IS THIS BPD?? PLEASE DONT BE BPD OR BIPOLAR OR DID I ALREADY HAVE AUTISM AND ADHD I CANT HAVE MO

I am starting to see the problems in my life now. its all MY fault i am doing this to myself for what? fuck i am so unhealthy to myself

AHHHHHH I WANNA CUT MYSELF SOSOOO BAD BUT I CANT BECAUSE IVE GOONEEE SOOOO LONG ALREADY!!! I HATE THIS I HATE MYSELF I HATE EVERYTHING FUCK