MOM I DONT WANT TO KILL MYSELF STOP TALKING ABOUT KILLING YOURSELF :(((

CHAT IT HAS HAPPENED... my mom saw my scars....

that all happened in a spam of 4 minutes, no i am not proud of myself... im so lucky my theapist doesnt have my status.cafe account...

FUCK I REALIZED MY EMOTIONS CHANGED TO FAST IS THIS BPD?? PLEASE DONT BE BPD OR BIPOLAR OR DID I ALREADY HAVE AUTISM AND ADHD I CANT HAVE MO

I am starting to see the problems in my life now. its all MY fault i am doing this to myself for what? fuck i am so unhealthy to myself

AHHHHHH I WANNA CUT MYSELF SOSOOO BAD BUT I CANT BECAUSE IVE GOONEEE SOOOO LONG ALREADY!!! I HATE THIS I HATE MYSELF I HATE EVERYTHING FUCK

SMILING FRIENDS IS GETTING CANCELLEEDD IM GONNA KILL MYSELFLFFLFLFFFFFFFFF

i randomly started thinking if it was possible to smoke my iron pills by rolling them up in paper... no i wont try that

GOOGLE NOOOOOO WHEN I MEAN LOLITA I MEAN THE FASHION STYLE IM NOT A PEDO :((((

MY ASS STILL FUCKING HURTS

my ass hurts

tried washing the dishes for once and basically got called useless by my mom

i asked (begged kinda) a pirating game website to add Changed... desperate times calls 4 desperate measures...

stop making me dead, i am VERY much ALIVE. stop roleplaying dead for my sake, your making me mad >:(

sorry 4 breaking into song chat

IM A CYST IN YOUR STMOCH IM A BLOOD FAT LEECH! AND I HOPE ONE DAY I GET TO DIE IN MY SLEEP. body the pistol x5 (body the pistol by femtanyl)

i wanna plunge my hand so deep in my stomach that it makes my blood fall out coating my carpet out as a rip my uterus out of my body.

If I see a car passing by today i'm running straight at it. I don't care anymore I don't wanna do this anymore

I feel slightly better knowing basically everyone else in here is also having a bad day

OH MY GOHSHHH I DO NOT WANT TO TALK ABOUT MY SH SCARS RIGHT NOW LEAVVEEE MEEE ALONNEEEE