when devil cant reach you He makes you pierce your tragus and make you a on-your-side sleepeer

i remember when i did JACKYHARPER HIMSELF COMPLIMENTED IT AND WIDHED ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY ohh ny god Hahshdjdidkr

the last time i drew our minecraft sonas was uhh. when i. when i drew them as scaredycat. Im so happy to be seen as her wifies #BLESS

my bff id drawing out minecrsft sonas again I am so happy

Phew! now that i got the yearly vent out of the way i can function normally

but liekkkkk i still dont hate her, sometimes i do but like. not intensely. I hope shes happy with whatever she is doing even if she hates m

no one has the right to Blame me

wait for her to talk to me wait for her to notice me wait for her to prioritize me for Once instead of literally anything

i mean what else was i supposed to do when everyday felt worse and worse and i was getting tired of waiting forher All the time All The time

i hope its not her apologizing cause. I dont. want her to be sad Yeah do everything and then say I dont want her to be sad But i was sad Too

cause ill always like that mfer who doesn’t even look my way. mann i really wish i knew what she said befofe she deleted it.

one day i will meet someone who never leaves me alone and never gets mad at me and adores me but i wont be able to reciprocate

and if i did i forgot. Anyway i dont now! my ear hurts ever since i pierced the tragus. Owwwww

like it is nawt that hard go blame someoen. Personally i never blamed anyone for things ive been thru #Bless #normal

bbut after her there were A lot more people who hurt me. When will you all stop hurting me and then blame me when i reach my breaking point!

i was moving like afterpain muu. lowkey i feel like if she didnt breakup with me id be soo different BUT YK! at least shes away from my life

im so serious i can yap about her its like a whole story but thinking about her Triggers me badly like ptsd type trigger Its SOOO BAD BRU

im so serious shed bully me in our friendgroup tell me how annoying i was and then do Bad things THIS BITCH ALMOST MADE ME KMS

thinking back on it ahe deadass hated being around me. or hate me. Why why would you date someone if you don’t like them

she wasn’t the best person lowkey. id go to their house and shed be on her phone all day and whenever i suggested something shed dismiss it