no one has the right to Blame me

wait for her to talk to me wait for her to notice me wait for her to prioritize me for Once instead of literally anything

i mean what else was i supposed to do when everyday felt worse and worse and i was getting tired of waiting forher All the time All The time

i hope its not her apologizing cause. I dont. want her to be sad Yeah do everything and then say I dont want her to be sad But i was sad Too

cause ill always like that mfer who doesn’t even look my way. mann i really wish i knew what she said befofe she deleted it.

one day i will meet someone who never leaves me alone and never gets mad at me and adores me but i wont be able to reciprocate

and if i did i forgot. Anyway i dont now! my ear hurts ever since i pierced the tragus. Owwwww

like it is nawt that hard go blame someoen. Personally i never blamed anyone for things ive been thru #Bless #normal

bbut after her there were A lot more people who hurt me. When will you all stop hurting me and then blame me when i reach my breaking point!

i was moving like afterpain muu. lowkey i feel like if she didnt breakup with me id be soo different BUT YK! at least shes away from my life

im so serious i can yap about her its like a whole story but thinking about her Triggers me badly like ptsd type trigger Its SOOO BAD BRU

im so serious shed bully me in our friendgroup tell me how annoying i was and then do Bad things THIS BITCH ALMOST MADE ME KMS

thinking back on it ahe deadass hated being around me. or hate me. Why why would you date someone if you don’t like them

she wasn’t the best person lowkey. id go to their house and shed be on her phone all day and whenever i suggested something shed dismiss it

then again i hated dsmp cause of her Bitchass liar “Oh i dont know why i never got into dsmp” You know exactly why

i cant help but ceel sad whenever i listen to music projects though cause she got me into most.. i remember when we played enstars n shit

maybe she thinks about me. I heard she moved cities after breaking up with me Hope she BURNS i hate her no i dont

i wonder if any of my past friends or exes think about me when they listen to pork soda. Like i deadass wonder like curious george

i pray everyday Lomedy haters perish i hate yall i jate yall i hate yall .

yesteeday i made my friend watch lomedy w me for 7 hours… Today? Well lets just say Im forcing him to watch Lomedy w me for 7 hours again