maybe alcohol will help. Ughhhhhshhhwhwjjs Why do things always happen to me

wtf am i supposed to do i donf want to use the last zip i have but i can already tell its gonna suck

i had a dream where amorphous was blue and white instead of pure black and i thought it made so much sense

theyre calling me schizophrenic again oh my hod Im genuinely PISSED OFF

i want to talk to her again

i wish i didnt have npd cause lik i donf have any shame but Im very image conscious if that didnt exisf id hard launch wveryrhing idgaf

i hate my .Life

or withdrawal

im gonna losd my mind i nesx if I donf want to experience anlther episode ever again theyre always so painful bro

nnghbbbbb i need to find another xhannel im panicking;;;

i miss dependenxy duo too

wifies inspires me and lets me know that im not doing side quests enough. I need to do more i need stories to tell

orionnova is me if i was a content creatoe just be allowing anything

shes watching unswrious smp for me #thankyoulord2

nvermind were so back she said shed be rhe div to my orionnova unprompted #thankyoulord

shes acting weird but i cant say anything cause she doesnt know rhat shes my fp #ok

THIS IS THE QORST DAY OF MY LIFE HOLY SHIT

wdym the channel closed. how the fuck am i supposed to get weed now IM GONNA FUCKING SLIT MY THROAT

is there a big sign on my fucking head that says Lets lash out on and bully and treat juni like shit and forget shes human too

i love my friends but its so tiring to constantly be aware of their disorders and take shitty treatment i hope you all die im so serious