i get excited understanding a basic thing in a little coding course while just starting out, but then see what people make and feel. dumb

my attempt at using a template to personalise a bit flopped on mobile and i am not smart enough at this time to resolve it. so just removed.

mental and physical health have been in the trenches.. will be trying a different treatment, Again.. in hopes of anything working for once

i also yet again was barely able to make anything for artfight for a third year in a row.. glad it was at least something but. sad.

my health and other hobbies and responsibilities have left pretty much no room for trying to learn even a little coding. i keep feeling sad

next i supposedly will try to figure out at least super basic css but i'm scared :') unfortunately i'm not very smart

finally took a little time in the day and maybe finished a general html structure for a homepage.. i keep feeling anxious trying to learn

hacker voice... i'm in.. yess