I don't think I'm afraid of being perceived. I think I don't like being perceived. It's exhausting.

seems like 30s is when everyone seems to find out we're all breathing incorrectly. hm.

A lot of social norms I think are silly, but personal space isn't one of them. At least 2 feet.

I hope there is a Hell more than I hope there is a God. That's why I don't go to church.

Using the search engines to learn how to do shit like take out an IV in an emergency and first aid so we can find another hospital.

my villain arc: "my boss probably thought i was bs'ing about adhd and i had to get diagnosed just to keep my claws in my job."

got my void cat hat back right at midnight. bed time.

new meds make me feel very sick

trying to make an rss feed on my website so that can be my "diary"

Making a website was a good idea because I draw every other day now.

today is so ASS i lost my mf progress on fields of mistria from the last session. i could spit fire, MY VOID CAT HAT IS GONE!! holy shit im

can't stand the diet dr kelp ass bitch that held up the Cookout line tonight. It's a soda, MOVE AND LET THESE PEOPLE WORK.

I'm tired of caring about my health lol god

I don't think I can convince my friends to join Nekoweb... I'm going to end up isolated again.

I wanted to try producing, but Three 6 Mafia and 90s Memphis is so insanely peak, I don't think I have anything to add.

bruno mars making me cry when i'm already dehydrated

i'm tired of all the appointments. alive out of spite.

my medicine got changed, so now i'm nauseous af and too talkative

tried and failed making a space for myself before. remaking the website has been going better since finding neocities and nekoweb.

i'm so tired. i hope all these appointments are worth it in the end.