The drama starter at work is out. New boss was like, "If they try to start anything with anyone, I want to know about it immediately." Uhp-

Got recommended for inpatient, but that means I can't have long nails anymore. Why do I always have to give a part of myself up? I hate work

I think I need to learn how to do javascript or something because using my index file as an age warning thing broke the site...I think?

I think I will join Discord servers of shitty games just to lurk for tea.

back on crack (Lexapro)

If the dose increase doesn't work, I'm bout to be back on crack (Lexapro)

I feel too much. I feel too much. I feel too much.

New DPR IAN at midnight.

tired of taking care of myself. i just want to be done. it's too hard. i want it to be over.

DPR IAN 4.2.26 Thank God. Thank God.

can't think of a protective style i want to wear and i'm frustrated with my hair lately

Yeah, I think I need to be back on Lexapro instead

People being nice to me because everyone can tell I feel bad is unfortunately just making me paranoid.

If you gotta tell me how homophobic and straight you are, one of my counsel member brain cells will assume dramatic irony. (re: DMX)

therapy was good.

autistic burnout.

Tomodachi Life demo... I want to play it.

i hate work because i can't just communicate directly. just answer yes or no so i can ask someone else for help.

"Not everybody likes direct communication." I think things are clicking now even though it's something I already knew.

i need to get back on lexapro instead lmao holy shit