is watching april story (1998) with its audio being drowned out by 'lil b - i love you' on repeat considered healing?

my sleep schedule got buffed. i sleep like a normal 9-5 middle aged man now. it's unreal. clock says 10pm and all i want is shleeeeep.

wound in my mouth has healed again (just as in my second ever status.cafe post). if only anything else would've healed since then.

looking at my calendar from 6 months ago just brought tears to my eyes. nothing is the same as it was.

does anyone have a movie recommendation for me? i'm down for anything!!

is it valid that i don't wanna blog on the internet because i fear ending up in a world-wide-web database that is searchable with LLMs

it's me vs the stomache ache (free me)

AM I A NUISANCE

today was murphys perfect day. fuck you

oh this is fine i can still lock in oh this is fi- UNTIL IT FUCKN ISNT. LTF in... NOW.

https://arkenfox.github.io/thorin/items/02browserfingerprinting.html

@hellion your best shot is trying to email m15o at posteo dot net and ask them to delete it for u

https://emailsfromanasshole.dontevenreply.com/

trade offer: e-mail me a song you like and i will e-mail you one back

exploring new depths of it getting even worse than worse

current mood: strike me down zeus

@lissy i have actually. what was it like for you? for me it feels like dreaming 100 dreams in 10 seconds and then waking up confused as hell

maow

for a split second i just considered taking a nap before going to the toilet. gosh i am TIRED

two days sleeping horribly - aka barely at all - in a row. fuck this