guys when they do something to hurt themselves and it ends up hurting them

had a wonderful idea although it would push me more into neurotic territory

trying not to cut everyone off and just kill myself is really hard can I get a treat. god can I please just have a treat

trying to explain why bitch is a loaded term makes me feel like Sisyphus

i just need to develop multiple mental illnesses and then it'll be ok

told her i won't kill myself tonight so ig i don't get to

haven't been this scratched up since middle school 🤣

im tired of this

every time i think of him i want to die

mood swings + poor memory + making things worse on purpose combo is so fucked

I really am nothing to him anymore

another day another "i remembered to cut my nails but forgot multiple times throughout the day and didn't get it done"

i frew up :(

been looking for nso ref pics before realizing i can just go to the official steam -_-

now i wanna paint my nails like ame chan

urge to simplify and "techify" my site...

im probably gonna fail my math test

urgh

deleting my about page... it can all go on the index

still have to go to church apparently