you never know what you have until you lose it. one death and i havent felt the same since, things keep getting worse. miss ya jacob. idunno

so bored at work i started washing dishes for fun @.@

10 hours in my room, in the dark, distracting myself from the world~

idunno

i think it's the time of the year to listen to MCR again

i was feeling better, if i was feeling better why do i get dragged right back down :(

why does my reflection, look different for you?

scrolling bandcamp and finding new music has got me kicking my feet in the air like a child

all we have is each other forever. die smiling thru.

guh

skating long distance today, so chill ,>.<,

forced myself to puke yesterday because i felt sick and ate a whole bag of sour patch gummies

working on the stie to help the time pass by, and 2 relax

dnd tonight, but im so goddamn tired

i am TEARING this family apart

just, tired

im better

i don't feel alright, seriously a danger to myself

absolutely called it, me from 4 hours ago was right

overfilled with joy right now! only means the worst is to come, but i will ignore that for now!!!!