anesthesia is so funny i sound so drunk

doctors today. eugh needles

made a new song - https://youtu.be/rjE-lPKULh4?si=E_94NdV5qNAKx2Hg

i want to highkey not be thought about at all. let me fizzle off into the night

never mind my last blog post! i feel much better now that i got it out of my system! i'm gonna make music for like hours now i have ideas :3

my head has been resting on my desk for 3 and a half hours, i dont feel anything. anything other than a terrible person

i wanna puke

happy birthday to my brother

had bloodwork done, i hate needles SO fucking much

it's 3:30 in the morning and i'm making a pb&j on a bagel

it was quieter in my mind, and i laughed a good bit today

WE ARE SO BACK! until i have to wake up for work in 5 hours BUT WE ARE SO BACK

i'm such a fuck up

heartache for the non-existent

couldn't end up doing it on my own, so my dad is helping me get a therapist because i really need one, big sigh of relief on my end.

im scheduled off of work for a month! time to focus on class and music. i want to write for an orchesta

!!!

i love ya all!

away

i am not myself