im starting to think that the tcc is atp js viewing it as entertainment not real lifes

i hate feeling guilty and scared of replying back T^T

my windows open and my door sounds like some1 is trying to break in T^T im so scared bruh

idk why phones are so useless like what is that i cnt even copy and paste anymore without it kinda crashing

why are so many sites banned in my country that look so cool :<<

i rlly wnt to make a new index page but idkk ideas T^T

aaaaaa i hate people so much why you so loud and why you eat so loud aaaa please be quiet and stop chewing in my ear

aaa i forgot abt my fanlisting mb chat

wth am i meant to do T^T i was meant to be dead idek what to do anymore

oh mahhhh my whole body hurts aaaa

chat dnt drink bleach it hurt so bad T^T

taking off my yellow cardigan

goodbye :3

its getting so bad im writing letters again

i wish the day would never appear and i was asleep forever

i cnt do this actually anymore i js keep feeling sick i wnt to od

seeing myself makes me sick. yet i luv myself so much im so selfish i might js see how many days i can go without water again

i think if we knew everything that society knew how to accept society would be a nicer place

oh maaaaa god idk any of the content i js cnt remember anything like idk anything i did 5 minutes ago

js let me be an angel pls i cnt deal with this reality