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i think Le Ciel by MALICE MIZER did something irriversible to my brain like i don't think i'll ever love anything more than i lve this song.

baking cookies rn. today started off good but ive been growing very irritable. rly not in the mood for anything other than being alone.

the urge to rewatch attack on titan again

listening to the playlist I listened to all of spring 2023. I wish I could stay there forever. no sense of time moving. just in the moment.

im so upset, im just gonna read and go to bed.

MY HEAD HURT

i am once again rewatching Outer Banks. my favourite guilty pleasure show.

logged into my old Wattpad acc, apparently I used to use it as a diary and found the most gut wrenching shit from 2021 me...

i am once again listening to Title Fight's entire discography

taking a bit of a walk before dinner. writing poems in my head even tho im not a poet. I tried drawing a bit today but can't focus.

woke up with the worst stomach pain lol

the gender dysphoria is hitting hard tonight lol

I swear it felt like I just started painting but then suddenly two hours have passed and it's 2 in the morning and I have to go to bed.

i think i might paint something tonight omg...

watching gyeongseong creature with my mom. went stargazing earlier. im a little sleepy. feeling an itch to write again tho.

accidentally ate molded fruit we just bought like 2 days ago lol

got water on my phone again now the speaker won't work grrrrr

headache rn, going to play cuberpunk or something i havent played video games in a month