yk im serious about painting when i gotta bring out the anatomy and fine arts textbooks

i genuinely think i might have ocd.

I am once again listening to le ciel by malice mizer

I should go to sleep but inspiration struck and if I don't paint this scene for me to live vicariously through I'm gonna burst into tears

i just remembered I have chicken noodle soup, THANK GOD!!

going to paint agiannn yippiee

I AM ONCE AGAIN LISTENING TO LE CIEL BY MALICE MIZER ON LOOP.

thank you for 60 million followers

thank u for 59 million followers

i think Le Ciel by MALICE MIZER did something irriversible to my brain like i don't think i'll ever love anything more than i lve this song.

baking cookies rn. today started off good but ive been growing very irritable. rly not in the mood for anything other than being alone.

the urge to rewatch attack on titan again

listening to the playlist I listened to all of spring 2023. I wish I could stay there forever. no sense of time moving. just in the moment.

im so upset, im just gonna read and go to bed.

MY HEAD HURT

i am once again rewatching Outer Banks. my favourite guilty pleasure show.

logged into my old Wattpad acc, apparently I used to use it as a diary and found the most gut wrenching shit from 2021 me...

i am once again listening to Title Fight's entire discography

taking a bit of a walk before dinner. writing poems in my head even tho im not a poet. I tried drawing a bit today but can't focus.

woke up with the worst stomach pain lol