really foolish of me to stay up late to work on exam problems AND attempt to wake up early in the morning to study. mathematically absurd.

hmm. I can't procrastinate if I'm too tired to avoid my tasks...

the bus left without reopening its doors, I was right there :(

DEADWEEK. DEADWEAK? MOR ELIKE ALIVEWEEK. ALIVE AND STRONG. I CAN DO THIS I CAN DO THIS I CAN DO THIS I CAN DO THIS

noooo !!! my stash of scraps gets accidentally thrown out during the one time I'm actually inspired to a junk journal entry, aghshgh

am I rlly going thru burnout rn? heeeeeelp meeeee

I don't have my glasses with me, this feels terrible.

graduating from sitting front row&completing the entire NYT puzzle series during lecture. going to start playing disco elysium or something

the books that I've read in my childhood really weren't kidding. I really am losing my childlike sense of wonder. slowly. holding on.

Stoked! Happy 20th anniversary, Half-Life 2!!

need to stare at a wall for an hour or two

Still terrible at synthesis reactions... I'm so sorry, Organic Chemistry.

reaaaally want to pause the passage of time just to have a goo d night of sleep. and recover without worrying about thetomorrow. the hubris

I miss the old, ozonic fuzziness of CRT TV static

...

I am sooooooooo not stressed out this week.

It goes without saying that I am hopelessly dependent on the cortisol

made the effort of packing my phone charger but not actually bringing it with me ahghhh

reaaaally want to spend the entire day drawing. reminding myself to reliably cram some hours of studying as well sigh

they're playing sweet trip here oh man........ who's out there playing the entirety of YWNKW wtf :'|