new minecraft smp with friends. ssmp. starbound smp,,,

failed again

again and again and again and again/do it again, again and again

how do i make everything better

the antidepressant made me sick. everything is making me sick. nothing ever goes right and i want to kill myself

igor

instead of writing my actual assigned essay i wrote Stupid Shit™ everyone throw stones at me

thats what you get when you let your heart win

my head and stomach hurts so bad and i feel so lonely

ihate being chronically unwell

im a superhero and my Powers are bedrotting and passive stomaches for life when im upset

my life is an ao3 fanfic and i am a part of the instigator for being unreasonably petty when i get upset (not often . but it ruins my life)

i am the amalgamation known as the internet. i was here, am here, and always will be here.

sitting patiently in my corner waiting for someone anyone to pick me up

scapeg♾️at is the ultimate nercoded song . its so perfect for the cruel creature

trauma response friends (ap)athy, mani(a), frig(ht),(m)olli(fy) and (b)urno(ut)

rinse and repeat

bouncing tits (bird)

secondhand embarrassment is real and haunts me

will i ever recover