horrible sense of monotony. its like im destined to live every day the same way

4th day on antidepressants so far the intrusive thoughts are getting WORSE

shadowvanilla makes me sick /neg this isnt even Toxic Yaoi anymore. this is just straight up smilk treating pv as a fucking object

looking through old photos. i miss everyfin

3rd day on new antidepressants . istill feel like crap shit

mood swing

finished beastyeast ep 5+6,,, goldensmoked makes me so ill

rolls around,, still debating the morality of the agedup! nezha and aobing ship

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUGHHHHH aaaugfff uuuu (starts uglycrying like a toddler) UUUUUUU snrkkkk (blows nose) WAHHHHH

on a whim i could topple my entire world

i miss you, miss you/hello there/the angel from my nightmare/the shadow in the background of the morgue

happy valentines day 2025 everynyan! i hope you all find the type of love you're seeking :3c go buy some chocolate for yourself 2day!!!!!

-o-o-o-o--o-oo-oo----ouran host club a-a-a--a-a-a-a-a-anim-- anime,,, WAUGHHHHHHHHH,,, A JOYOUS DAY INDEED,,,,

friend: oh yeah i started a month ago and got smilk with 2pulls. wbu me: (gathered 20 soulstones to get him) (215/250 pity) CRK HATES ME

goldensmoked my favorite ?rarepair?………….

oh my god i think im in love (person exists only in my dream)

why are all rhe people in my dreams hundreds of times more desirable than irl people

convulses i cant believe I finished it in two days,,,,,,, ah,,,,, young lauve,,,,,

giggles,,,,,,,,,,,, ouran host club,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, im turning into the average otaku,,,,,,,,

my brain is static, mostly. thoughts are muted by the undercurrent, but if you extend your hand in, the poisonous thoughts are fished out..