hating the color green is a sign of weakness as an artist

they should make a stomach that doesnt have problems

social media is so fucking bad man you gain any bit of online attention and you lose your personhood in the eyes of others

they should make a stomach that doesnt have issues

bought real mayo when i went to the store with donnie and holy shit this tastes so much better

what if i exploded

"i hate capitalism but i love intellectual property" - way too many fucking people

what if i exploded and died

getting wrist and hand pain fuck my gay life

what if things were good

"i dont want my ~tasteful smut~ getting lumped in with porn sites" youre a fucking loser

stomach update: better but wary of it coming back (it has happened 5 times now)

stomach pain again.... at this i might need to go to the hospital

can i stop going through it

why does time move so fast tf did i do the last 5 days

trying to stop putting lol at the end of my sentences so much literally 3 whole sentences that all ended with "lol".... thats depressing

my desire to engage with social media diminishes every single day

need to learn graphic design....

thought i was doing better and immediately got hit with the art based depression again fuck my life

EVERYDAY I GET EDGIER 🪳🪳🪳