social media is so fucking bad man you gain any bit of online attention and you lose your personhood in the eyes of others

they should make a stomach that doesnt have issues

bought real mayo when i went to the store with donnie and holy shit this tastes so much better

what if i exploded

"i hate capitalism but i love intellectual property" - way too many fucking people

what if i exploded and died

getting wrist and hand pain fuck my gay life

what if things were good

"i dont want my ~tasteful smut~ getting lumped in with porn sites" youre a fucking loser

stomach update: better but wary of it coming back (it has happened 5 times now)

stomach pain again.... at this i might need to go to the hospital

can i stop going through it

why does time move so fast tf did i do the last 5 days

trying to stop putting lol at the end of my sentences so much literally 3 whole sentences that all ended with "lol".... thats depressing

my desire to engage with social media diminishes every single day

need to learn graphic design....

thought i was doing better and immediately got hit with the art based depression again fuck my life

EVERYDAY I GET EDGIER 🪳🪳🪳

just spent 6 hours writhing in bed from stomach pain cause i think i got food poisoning what up

art based depression is kicking my ass