it's the first day of christmas here now. merry ber months to those who celebrate

god forbid i try to earn a little bit of extra money to contribute to the medicine costs... the thief's telling i'm being greedy for being able to earn money from commissions??? what do i even say to that??? sorry????? 😭😭

it's miku's birthday today, so i made a little something for it. https://youtu.be/CMPo778y7qI

in the spirit of ber months coming next week, snow miku 2026 is featured in my site's sitebox ❄️

wrote out some thoughts in the site diary. i plan to do some washing and cooking breakfast tomorrow

i'm sorry for alarming those who saw my last status, i've honestly have been bottling up my feelings for way too long. maybe i'll do some light art today to keep my mind off things for a while. work on the website a little bit... draw for a little bit. i'll be okay.

i think i wanna end it all soon.

i don't like being alone with my thoughts i need to do something or i start thinking about killing myself again and i don't have time for that

retiring my ko-fi (it's still gonna be up! i'm not abandoning it!!) and moved commissions over to artistree! https://artistree.io/tiramisuv4x

wait... what if i did semi-monthly polls on what themes should i use for any future f2u templates i might make... hmm...

i swear i don't really plan on adding more stuff to my new homepage i'm just adding what makes sense to me aaaaghhh

i need to spread my silly little guys to more people. so uh if you want a funny fella in your devices and also help me regain the grocery money that was stolen from me even just a tiny bit: https://ko-fi.com/creambytes/commissions

i'm thinking of doing more traditional art stuff with my colored pencils and watercolors, might make a separate art gallery page for them

found out someone in the family has been stealing the funds i've been earning from commissions. that was for grandma's groceries for this month now what do i give her. i hate it here

(edit: i'm going to sleep now, will continue site updates tomorrow byeee) the electricity here was out since around 11pm afternoon so i apologize for the brief absence... but we are so fucking back ya'll

ok, i'm normal now, i had to get some things out of my system

sometimes i think about just deleting my entire site when i start hating on it a little more than usual

jshk getting plagiarized(?) in shonen jump is not something i expected to happen this year like what

new blog post is out go look at it now!!! https://electric-tenshi.nekoweb.org/blog/posts/2025-08-21-how-do-i-tune

some of you people worry me sometimes