It makes me mad watching her try to heal. She doesn't deserve shit. Bad people don't deserve to be happy. Just die already.

I can't wait to die alone. I hate them so much

I can't wait for the day I cut off everyone in my family

Of course I'm still delusional it's very scary. I'm scared of myself sometimes. I hope I get past that one day

Sometimes I think about the times when I was experiencing early signs of schizophrenia. Therapy really saved me. I don't see them anymore

I'm sorry

No why am I actually so full of bad luck what

I miss my brother

Stupid idiot just likes to be around pathetic women and pedophiles. Im cutting him off my life

It's just very unfair im so sad

I need someone to kill me ughh I hate today

After that I think I'll just sit and do nothing all day

My stomach hurts ill vomit when I get home

I don't know how I'm going to calm down. I need to harm myself so bad my skin feels so itchy I need to take someone's life away fr

I've never been so riled up with anger before I need blood in my hands right now i just need to attack a random stranger in the streets

I don't like it when i overcomplicate things. I don't want this mindset I want out

I don't know how my therapist does it. Im so grateful for her

I miss my brother

The thought of being a mother makes me want to kill myself

I don't want things to go back how they were. I hate hearing those laughs.