This is the eternal kingdom of Zeal, where dreams can come true.

did I ever update on the clinical instructor failing me on my OSCE and now is my precept repeating this course? no? yeah thats a thing now.

upped my dose to 50 mg today, gotta monitor for a month-ish from now.

my dietitian got me into a lil cooking era, me? meal plan a flavourful lunch and breakfast a day early for myself? incredible...

5 days of nonstop social interactions and for what I still feel like curling up into a ball I want to be at least somewhat competent....

the one who recognizes that my ringtone is robo johnny's theme from chrono trigger will be my best friend forever

the urge to crunch ice chips is so real right now

I should start lying to my family more, not cuz of mistrustful reasons but because i know too many secrets

ew yuck i need to gaslight myself to enjoy clinical placements on sundays

hot boy era hot girl era hot boy era hot girl era it never endssssssss

I catch myself talking to an invisible audience like Malcolm from Malcolm in the middle far too many times

always remember to downscale your face pics kids! you can control how many pixels the other side can see :]

lied down under a tree at the park, the wind caressed my hair, I closed my eyes for a good 45 minutes. such a pleasant day....

finally started zoloft

when i see an ad or any form of mainstream media i immediately go "oh that's ai" cant believe my hope for humanity has gone that low

wanna dunk my head into that shimmering tar of sadness that is my profile background

my hands feel cold bruh i got that ice touch

I need more outlets where I can be shamelessly dysfunctional online I swear I hate having to mask my problems to seem competent to society

feeling sooo cute today ^_^

feeling of wanting to rot my brain over arg youtube series hours

nothing is true sadness unless your 2tb usb turns into a 32gb one