This is the eternal kingdom of Zeal, where dreams can come true.

upped my dose to 75mg and developing a self absorbed god complex to tackle this driving exam

wouldn't life be easier if i didn't have to challenge myself to fit societally normal behavior expectations

after a month on zoloft it kinda feels like my consistent responses to stressors are fading away...but what do i fill this gaping hole with

broke: getting a job to gain experience and climb the social ladder, woke: getting a job to fund your hobbies

posting a status from my plane coming back from vacation hehehe

me conditioning myself on how to sleep without white fan noise because i keep oversleeping my appointments

the south asian tendency to gaf

I love how bored Jax's urdu va sounds and then he just belts out Daisy with so much enthusiasm

my goofy self finally started your turn to die yesterday

oh boy guess who has to gaslight themselves to entertain their annoying ahh clinical instructor tomorrow

I saw a door button that had a blue light behind it that glowed and I immediately thought of css drop-shadow() I've been coding too much....

whys it so suffocating with dad lol, I love him but theres some things that are so difficult with him

putting pasta sauce over everything now hehehe

why is that I want to live life the way I want without marrying someone and my father being happy with me two mutually exclusive things

have to be perfect next time i must

So far seems to tolerate med just waiting til it kicks in about a month-ish, had a crashout so took a walk and cleaned my room

Holy smokes I was able to reschedule my road test! I so wasn't ready!!! happily chewing on a pina colada honey stick rn

damn it I forgot to reschedule my g road test time time to fail it I guess

the way how I'm dependant on blocking apps to focus on my work instead of using my own willpower to avoid distractions is a bit upsetting...

what if I said a horrifying expletive to my superior and then gleefully ran out of the hospital unit