sighs I feel so mixed now, I feel bad, should've pay attention more and show more enthusiasm with my mom. it's just inevitable feelings

aaaand yesterday I've re-read my old comfort fanfic.it feels sooooo good to relate to the angst and hurt/comfort. :,)

two days ago I've just refreshen my mood to buy new discord's winter theme decorations and I love it so much ;)

just woke up, had a weird-ass dream from my subconsciousness. istg I need yeet off my cortisol away and didn't engage with it anymore