im in a good mood now, somewhat, so i decided to update stuff on my blog

nothing feels real today…

world so quiet…

it’s all so quiet without her

nvm it’s the valium making effects

life doesn’t feel real anymore…

maybe i should go back on being a girl

i guess i'm starting to feel lighter, but don't count me on that

idk what to think of lately. or to do. sometimes angriness comes with the feeling, sometimes its empty.

i feel numb… i don’t wanna exist today

i think im getting addicted to ritalin. or at least the kick it gives me

i wanna buy something online and wait for it to arrive

porra queria que o dia de hoje tivesse sido um pouquinho mais produtivo. pq tmb nem senti que descansei hj

learned how to properly use “root” in css. i’m unstoppable now

never joining any discourse ever again

just call me a girl at this point, idc

i need to stop thinking about gender and lock in. ironically tho, being angry at who im expected to be is what made me work harder and faste

i guess is what i didn't expected about coming out to my parents is "what now? they ignored everything I said and nothing really changed."

eating a dessert while working on my blog! i feel so good rn!

i might not be feeling like a boy but at least im not trying to be an ideal girl so i guess i feel somewhat comfortable where i am right now