everything hurts. why aren't I dead yet

I can feel this book changing my brain chemistry as I reach the end

not even halfway through 'butter' yet, but happy pride to rika

really want to complain but I know if I do no one will listennnn

-or as a roach (iykyk)

this pride month, I'm coming out as suicidal

really regretting my continued existence

wghat a fictional character who's also eastern himalayan has the same name as me ?? (I thought I was niche)

why has it been at least a year since most of my favourite fics have updated </3

shrug

I don't want to live anymore.

it's kind of like looking into a funhouse mirror and adjusting your hair

and the weak annoying nerd character who everyone hates is meant to be asian. great thanks guys

one day I will learn how to properly shade metal and then you'll ALL be sorry

ah, dragonsbane

no one told me you could @ people on here. I wonder if it gives them a notification?

wait a second... @a-drop-of-golden-sun

thinking about urban privelege again

my basic knowledge of the japanese legal system is helping me in both my personal and academic life? (am reading 'butter')

hrrghhh. I want a kobo so fucking bad