i feel most real when i'm not myself.

27/04/2024.

https://wiki.whentheycry.org/wiki/File:Ber_defa1.png

night.

i've been on the offline, doing offline things.

on the computer, doing computer things.

face reality.

happy new year!!! may this year be better than the last.

i somehow, almost miraculously, invent new ways to fail myself time and time again.

why do i call my inner monologue "chat." i'm not even a streamer where does this come from.

tea time is every time and every hour.

i come back to status.cafe and the whole ui is broken. what a greeting.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN i am a bit late but that is because halloween is special to me and i was actually living in reality for once.

https://youtu.be/MFeqcv1rO5E

i have got to stop pulling all-nighters. i always either stay awake for well over 48 hours or i immediately collapse the second it hits 9am.

can't wait for christmas so that i can dress up like lain and say "present day! present time! ohohohohoho!"

god i adore machine girl. every time i listen to their music i feel like my brain is being scraped with a rusting rake.

these days, i am very busy doing nothing at all.

the sky is very blue today.

listening to look at me tenderly by goreshit. it's my favourite song of his.