guys i need to lock in.........

i practice so hard and i STILL fuck up basic conversation. how does anyone talk to fuckinf antyone. i dont want to talk to anyone ever again

green tea with milk foam and herbal pudding. fuck ueah

back in the garden today. ah! so figful! humid outside... the sunflowers arent doing so good :(

gonna back up my files today. still jealous though. i need to write more flipp/sizz fics i think.

unironically getting jealous over a fictional character. what is happening. my frylord...

muh... i hope i can get this weird health thing checked out soon...

its ok to disappoint your parents. theyre not living your life.

picked mulberries and flowers today :) cream soda and macaron afternoon snack. i love being alive

i cant stay awake these days

all my scholarships fell through man 😭😭 okay. time to apply for more

ive finally been asked to do something im good at: PAINTING FENCES 🔥🔥

didnt expect for the health issues to conk me out for a day. thats new

have to go back to the community service i like marginally less than the nature gig i got goin on *head in hands i dont want to go*

vine training plants is crazy hard how does he do this on the regular...

threw a metric mystery-ton of seeds in the perimeter bed today! sweetpea would love planting theres so many little bugs under the straw

eid mubarak :) friends are coming over today!

talked to my advisor and now im no longer afraid... everything will be okay

ohhh the next semester of college and the idea of changing my major is stressing me out so bad

i hate when i have shitty stressful days and have distressing stressful dreams about it <_<