world anvil is doing youtube sponsorships now it's so over

i think i'm a year clean??? i can't remember the last time i actually relapsed

i love my best friend more than anything in this life

made a self insert oc for the first time in a literal decade which means my depression is basically cured

some of you bitches truly have no taste

i miss vic doing screamo vocals

anyways I got the transgender operation

older woman called me "dollface" and it awakened something in me I'm afraid

literally had someone do the whole "we were meant for each other as karmic punishment" thing to me irl. what a world.

i can't write smut bc it just turns into psychological horror.

it hurts to be alive

"I'm in a bad way, every passing day"

realizing I've never read a scifi story by a man that wasn't terribly dull

it's a beautiful day outside

why did white guys start saying unc all of a sudden

I am so tired

spring break time

I'm one of five people in the world who actually enjoys doing my hrt via intramuscular injection

WE KEEP WINNING

MY ETHERNET IS WORKING AGAIN !!!