i appreciate my brain getting rid of old memories as a trauma response but is it worth trying to figure out why i'm depressed all the time??

one of my friends was so damn nice to me at school yesterday, why??

my ever-growing love for frutiger aero is probably reflected by the slight website redesign. i tried to balance it with my own style

maslow's hierarchy of needs but all the needs are "owning a cat"

i did good at school, i just need to kill my anxiety so i can go to more subjects

I NEED TO GET TO SCHOOL

i swear something happens to people once they pick up an electric guitar or bass cause why r rockstars so fucking sexy??

i wanna say that people who make fun of me are jealous because its true but it makes me sound cocky so i won't

lets celebrate because no matter how much i talk about my mental health issues i'll just be seen as another one of those angsty teens

i wanna open art commissions and make my mother proud but i will just stay here unmotivated and gathering dust i'm afraid

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAY PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!

it's always a great day when i go outside!! i'm loving my outfit, as usual

no matter how much i open up to people i still feel like i haven't said everything

i just really want to die right now my life is a vicious loop and if i dont end it i'll go insane

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post-AM arctic monkeys are actually really good when there's nobody in your ear telling you they're boring

i cried like 3 times during my whole travel process cause i'm leaving my family but thats besides the point

i love dubai airport, i can't wait to meet her again... 💘

im gonna grab you with one hand and shake you violently like a maraca

going home tomorrow 🥹 i miss scotland