the late night quiet realization that your world is smaller than it ever has been before. unsure of what that means for me, really

thinking about how retreating from cultivating an audience over the years and focusing on what makes me happy was a wild shift

bruh. i slept like twelve hours

very cute that papa ruffles my hair atm when im too sick for kisses

choco cake n white choco cookies n carbonara last night n cutting papertowel swatches

frozen tea is at least soothing my throat. eating caloric dense food and then. cave again. i’m hacking up on blood

coughing up blood sucks

running a fever and heart palpitations all day but i did find choco covered almonds. heart emojie

bro my throat is RAW and BLOODIED

woke up to gorgeous hair volume and also a hemorrhaging knee. fucking hell god giveth AND taketh

good lord i forgot how sleepy writing by hand makes me

cons: jolly ranchers are melting in the heat. pros: frozen jolly ranchers are DELICIOUS it turns out

hoziers july is everything to me rn

nail polish chipping. need to redo them

had a pleasant evening talking about barbie dolls with some hobby acquaintances and plans for another hobby’s social mixers

nails are now long enough it annoyingly slows me down when i text

another hard life lesson to learn was just how readily people will choose comfort and side with abusive people over the discomfort of morals

harrowing realization of your twenties: literally no one cares as much as you do. might as well be selective

3pm tuesdays, 2:30pm fridays, 2pm saturdays and a few 3pm sunday writing workshops for july...

had the most insanely satisfying three hour nap abruptly ended when i was rudely awoken. enough to make a man murderous