like damn its wild when you realize how little insight youre given into peoples lives from a snapshot or two in the ether

longing to be like those social media-less internet presence lacking ghost in the machine people ive met who have zero traces online

washing and drying wavy hair is such a fucking ordeal

describing what im up to when it involves the terminal is very funny when yapping to a friend who is not at all tech inclined. me either bud

pulling focus on the big writing event and pbp ttrpg is probably for the best anyway. grad schools supposedly super grindy as is

anyways, putting the cripple in cripplepunk since 2000

absolutely diabolical how the suicide forum remains the most understanding place i've joined since my exodus from social media

(stamping ANGRY CRIPPLE across my forehead because apparently cripplepunk is not getting the memo across)

anyways RAWR is coming up and i’m hyped

sooooo that was a fucking bust

omg yayyyyy a friend is saving me mochi >:3

FML i binged again. like a thousand calories

low spoons bullshit version of okonomiyaki went hard

heavy ass rain

re-inventing yourself every couple of years is kind of exhausting, actually. being in your 20's sucks

smashed a black horse fly to fucking pulverized pieces with my notebook. Rage

belly full of mashed potatoes and milk heavy drink like a fat ass kitten. suddenly i have energy and clarity of mine (duh, eating helps)

instead of self harming i peeled garlic for like. four hours

YAY YIPPEE my first tarot card reading was so lovely and affirming

very sweet conversation with my writing partner tonight. gentle appreciation for the people in your life <3