i CANNOT eat dark chocolate but we have so much high quality dark chocolate i think ill make hot chocolate with it??? experiment

this is bullshit lmfao i slept early and just wound up snoozing twelve hours and just as exhausted as on five

trying to fix my damn sleep schedule

i really do love a pink color scheme. she truly is the moment

checked the mobile view of the css and html i’ve been commenting meticulously and organizing and like yay! it worke

you ever stop spending all of your time around shitty people and have a gender epiphany? wow that’s crazy 😭

yeah fuck it i think i am going to trial it out in a different social context and uhm. see how i feel. probably gonna keep the pronouns tho

uncomfortable thoughts about how my gender identity and presentation are so wound up with trauma. yikes… the closet calls

having weird gender moments. thinking about adopting a more feminine social name (this one’s a pen name lmao) again…

painted a cute portrait with the meowmeow

having a seer oc is so fucking funny when theyre a toddler. good luck deciphering baby-ese

skived off of the writers meetup this evening lmao. spending nice time with my writing partner though so thats cool. plots thickening

well if it doesnt spark joy it doesnt belong on my site! weird sense of acknowledging grief and loss all over again, though

making some weird and emotionally troubling decisions on what writing to archive on my site

matcha bubble tea slushi

ive eaten like. four heads of broccoli in two days

you know youre deep in the oc sauce when you daydream of writing femslash fic of your own ocs lmfao

there’s a makerspace meeting in the afternoon and i’m debating napping now to wake up for it or what

lethal amounts of caffeine being ingested

sometimes i think about how a suicide forum has been the most tender and welcoming and understanding space ive ever been in. depressing