we had to move some stuff out of my room to change my bed, now putting it all back, WHILE decorating for halloween! oh boy...

why can't i just get my breasts removed. fuck you you don't need a diagnosis of anything just TAKE THEM OFF

i don't like being organic. can i please be made of silicon or plastic or light or something

i miss you, michael. and rowan. and artie. and max, sam, andre, etc. i hate that we were drifted apart. fuck the pandemic. i need to move on

welp. bye bye, youtube! now on to better video websites. there's a couple I have written down, we'll see which one I'll choose to upload on!

theres spiders fucking evreywhere but my paqrents fucking laughed at me for worrying. i just saw another one i hate this ew ew ew ew

my artblock has been lifted! did a lot of art today :33333

my artblock has been lifted! did a lot of art today :33333

will be home alone for a long time tomorrow, hope i can do a little filming for a video without interruption :) and we have donuts!

still overwhelmed, but now its because my brother is fucking SCREAMING at his computer again, paired with loud hyena laughs. STOOOOOOP

my brother has been playing his fucking instrument for HOURS im gonna fucking lose it. its 10pm. and i keep smelling burnt plastic FUUUUUUCK

played with my kitties in the yard, after a long nap. now waiting for pizza for dinner :)

writing a video script today, i'm excited to make videos again

maybe i'm not okay.

mmmmm...eating cookies and cream ice cream! yum yum!

some guy, who's my dad's friend, STILL hasn't left our fucking house. he's been here for 4 fucking hours. its dark outside. GO HOME

In light of opening my throat Chakra, I felt encouraged to speak my truth. I will no longer tolerate being ostracized. I want to heal.

Going to a new social group today...hope it works out and I don't get excluded again for my autistic traits.

Update: the garage sale didn't go well. Not many people came. Nobody was interested in my art. This sucks.

the garage sale is today! hope it goes well!