you got the right to make them crawl

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gvT7Mtx4zck one of my favorite songs & album of all time. listening to it right now :3 everyone should love brainbombs

falling asleep to Lindy's voice, i'll get the deepest sleep. <3

Me: "I wish Adam Lanza saved me when I was a kid". T: "doesn't that mean you'd be dead..?" Me: "yes :D"

this is counterculture from the underground, eternal revolution, this is our sound, KMFDM better than the rest, megalomaniacal & harder than the rest

like Lindy said, to the stars & never back.

maybe i'll fall asleep to lindy's videos, just one more time being comforted by her voice. rest well lindy

my song of the day is my favorite song. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kaUuvDq9DHw / dark angel - KatieJane Garside

T wanted me to search up rocket/BP PL's on spotify but i insisted its better if we make it & he shutdown from the convo/showed disinterest.. uhhh like okay then. well so i decided i'll do it without him, but maybe i'll share my rocket playlist with hazy? or make one for him instead. IDK

OOO YK WHATD BE A GOOD IDEA, DAILY SONG OF THE DAY STATUSES HERE. OOOOOOOOOOOOO. thatll help me use this more

Eric Harris & Dylan Klebold were martyrs

oh yea i cant forget to archive lindys videos incase they get removed later. someone reported her tumblr to get it taken down. :/ ig thts it

i dumped as much as my recent thoughts as i could :p cya later status cafe. i'll use this more when i can.. >_<

to do: get rank back up, pack my stuff for this awful move, update dump more here since its been almost 500 days, finish my saba art.. >_<

it takes great strength to stick to the long term plan/date in mind. i have a shotgun & i fight the urge everyday thanks to my coinflip.

i cant wait to play with hazy one day when he isnt busy. hes definitely the most talented gamer ive met so far. bocket rocket grocket :p

I dont blame denis for hating my guts, but geez hes so rude. like leave me alone if you dont like me anymore lol. not wanting 2 deal w him

its sad but funny to me when people i meet online adore me or think im so sweet. its true that im very pure & sweet, its the last part of my true self that exists socially, but i cant unknow the truths of this world. ive been suffering ever since, slowly rotting.. planning my death since 2022.. & yet people only see me for what i was before the rot. i guess im good at hiding it, kind of, im openly TCC on a surface level & yet its so hidden. its masked as empathy. its funny.

446 days since my last statuses... geez i should use this more. im gonna update dump ig

rly upset about sol's website being removed, probably by the hacker. i used it for comfort. lets just hope it doesnt happen to lindy's.